gonna call the doctors office and ask for my blood back
I’m so worried about hearing from JET about if I got the teaching job or not. I’m worried because I don’t know if I want to get it. If I get the job chances are I’ll take it because it’s a great opportunity to have a solid job for a while but I’m scared. I’m scared of how upset little bird will be if I leave to half way around the planet again. I wonder what will happen to my relationship. I’m scared that I’ll be placed somewhere I won’t be happy, or be working in a school where the rest of the staff shut me out. The contract is for a year and I remember being in a school where I was unhappy for a year and how the only thing that got me through it was the people I know and it’s unreasonable to expect that I will meet people as amazing as the people I lived with while I was there. I can’t decided how I want to cut my hair how can I decide to move countries again.
i worry so much about cutting my hair that sometimes i feel like i should cut it all off so that i have to stop worrying about if i’ll be happier with it short or long
i have a drs appointment in like half an hour and my heart rates gonna be all fucked up cause i spent all morning drinking stupid amounts of coffee
short hair or long hair will i always struggle so much with this decision
veggie tofu gyoza (mushroom, asparagus, cabbage)
cucumber, celery , enoki vinegar salad
avocado miso soup w/ turnip & tomato
Jeff dragged me out of my house where I had shit to do to ask me if I cheated on him. Get out of here with that.
to do saturday:
get dog sitting instructions, trim down all squares for quilt top, grocery shopping, buy head bands.
to do sunday:
get quilt batting & quilt backing fabric, sew quilt top+batting+backing, finish cleaning, new hire paper work at j crew